The sun smiles to me, the night doesn`t scare me no more, i got a tru friend.
I`m the richest kid in the world, i fund gold, i find a tru friend.
Luc and i went to the beach today and we were enjoying the bech naked, is a new experience for me but when playing in the water i got a hard on and luc`s freak out and run out the water, i get so ashamed that run to the house naked leaving cloth and towel behind.
Luc came to the house and i saw him crying and trying to contact his dad, i went down stairs and just want to die, 3 hrs later his dad came home and luc just hug him crying and i feel the need to throw out.
Then after 20 mins luc came out and hug me and told me "listen andy, i love you and i want to talk to you, i was shaking and start to cry because i didn`t know the out come.
We went to the beach and seat on a bench. Luc hold my hands and told me "andy, i don`t want to go into details, i just want you to please forgive me for my action earlier, i don`t care your sexual orientation, i just need time and a lot of patient from you to get to know you better cuz i really love you and want to be friends with you, what happen in the water was something normal and could and will happen to me too and i`m not better than you to judge you or nothing like that, just please don`t kiss me in my lips, i just don`t like that but don`t feel bad for this tho, i want the loving kid you are, if not i wasn`t telling you this now", then he grab my face and look at me strait in my eyes and ask me "would you forgive me please?", and just touch my cheeks with his and when i was able to speak again i told him "i just love you luc" and he just start to weep bad and hug me tight.
I`m still weeping and my heart is pounding hard, is hard to type like this, but i can say i got a tru friend and his name is Lucas Horneck.
Lucas Horneck i thank God for put you in my path and i will love you for ever.
Thank for be my friend.
andy
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