Again, if luc and i r gay? no, `am i a gay activist? no, Don`t come to me with your ignorance and seminars and university titles. I don`t care if ur a pastor or a priest, i just don`t figure out the Lord Jesus in one ocasion when the kids were trying to get close to Him to be blessed and His disciples were trying to void that, and He told the disciples "let the kids come to me `cuz the kingdom belongs to them", The Lord telling Andy "no, not you cuz your gay"!!!!, if any of you, the ones that never has send me an email, and phone calls and call our parents so up set, can show me that He told that phrase to any of the kids, i`ll take the post down. I can`t say if is right or wrong, but what i can say this "if you think is wrong, try to convince them of their wrongful way with a lot of love, acceptance, tolerance and hug and kisses, not beat it them, humiliating, rejecting, bully them to the point to made their lives so impossible that they choose to suicide, like they`re a pest", STOP PLAYING GOD.
Luc`s dad and mine came to our bedroom last night and talk to us, and i ask my dad "dad, you are telling me about the calls you been getting and all that, but i want to know, "What you think?", him "Robert, I`m proud of you, is your blog, is your heart and i`ll go further, if at any time i read that you are gay too, i`m going to be here for you loving you and supporting you, cuz that will not change my love for you", yeah, i know you know that i just hug my dad and kiss him like a million times, aaaand, cas was seating in his dad`s lap and turn his head and ask him "what `bout you dad?", him "the same son, your my heart Lucas", yeah, cas did the same, but Andy was seating in the chair desk and was sobbing softly, and my dad ask him "Andy, what`s wrong son?", he answer "Mr. Robert i`m so sorry, i didn`t meant to cause all this problem and i`m so afraid not to be allow to come here again", my dad "Andy son, you`ll always welcome in our home, you are love and accepted here and i`m very happy my son has a friend like you", omg, andy is so beautiful, he just start to smile and cry softly with his head down and my dad ask cas, "Mr. Horneck, what do you think we should do about andy know, sr?", omg, cas dad`s was laughing so bad and cas always team up with my dad, cas and my dad have a so kool tight bond, they love each other, cas say "well, Mr.Mentzy, there is a condition for andy", dad "and what is that Mr. Horneck", cas "he have to give you and my dad a nice hug, cus he told me earlier that you too are so cool that he some times want to give you a kiss and a hug", cas is a bad boy, poor andy, he just cover his face with his hands and say "omg, luc why you do this to me?", we were trying not to laugh and dad told him, "andy, look at me, come here, don`t be afraid or shy, i`ll be happy that you hug me any time you feel like it", and andy`s did, he went to my dad, hug him and explode crying, our dads were all teary eyes and my dad hug andy for a good 15 mins, until he calm down, then cas dad give him a nice tight hug, how in the world i`ll allow you to come to me talking s**t about andy, GET OFF ME.
Then my dad told andy that their parents call him and they`re in their way to our home, andy was in my lap and turn and look at my and cas with his eyes wide open and start to shake, my dad told him, "calm down son, everything is fine, promise". Andy`s parents arrive few mins later and were talking to cas parents and my dad down stairs in the living room, the three of us were at the top of the stairs just listen and we heard andy`s dad telling our parents "i don`t know what happen here with andy but whatever it was we just want to thank you, andy is a different kid for good and we came cuz we read the post and you know the rest cuz we talk through the phone, and we would like to thank your kids too", and cas dad went to the intercom and call for us come down to the living room, andy was shaking badly grabbing my shirt and kinda hiding behind me, when we get to the living room andy`s dad stand up crying and told andy, "don`t be afraid son i`m the want is afraid you don`t love me no more for not be there for you all this years", he wasn`t able to continue cuz andy just shot out loud "dad i love you" and just run to his dad`s arms, omg, yes i`m just weeping and typing, i didn`t know how much affect kids not to be accepted, andy`s dad was just telling him "i`m sorry son, i`m sorry andy, i love you, your my son and i`m proud of you", andy was just hugging his dad crying and and telling him "it`s all right dad, i love you too, please dad, don`t cry" and andy`s mum went to hug both of them and told andy, "see?, i told you he loves you" andy "oh mum, i love you mum", i never saw and adult crying so openly beside that day at the hospital that i saw my dad crying, cas and i were just hugging our dads cuz cas mum were taking a video of the whole thing, then andy`s parents told us "robert, lucas, we want to give you a hug and thank you for what your been doing to our son, you two are awesome kids", we just went to them, they`re sweet persons, after that andy hug and kiss the two of us and andy`s dad told andy, "you can stay here and i`ll pick you up on friday, we`re going camping for the weekend, just you and me", andy start to cry again and told him "dad, your not kidding, aren`t you?" andy`s dad "yes son, i know but i`m not kidding and we`re going to take the scuba dive training to be able to go scuba with robert and lucas, would you like that?", andy just hug his dad cuz it was too much for him all together. We share for couple of hours and they leave. Andy stood in front of us when we were at the bedroom and told us "you`ll never know how much i love you", and give us a hug, cas love to tease andy and told him "i think that you just love ro, but is ok anyways" and andy just start to cry with so much pain that cas just hugging and told him "no andy, no, i`m just teasing you, i`m just kidding" andy "is ok luc, but don`t you ever say that to me again even kidding, please" cas "promise and sorry, i didn`t mean it".
123 kids ages 13 to 16, call the young pastors in our church asking for help and saying openly that they were gay after they read Andy`s post yesterday. I`m just waiting to see what all those seminars and university titles, and preaches about love going to do with this 123 kids, GET OFF ME and DO something about it, cus i swear i`ll go public and the world will know where is my "church" and the name of every leader or pastor in my "church", cuz i don`t want people been deceive for a bunch of "Christians", they will know is not a church, but a sunday club to put a band aid in they`re consience and hearts, and that way calm the guilty inside thinking God can be deceive it. GET OFF ME and show me what all your preaches about love is about.
I`m just in the same boat, guess need to be patient and keep praying and getting all the love and support of family and friends.
I`m so in rage for the issue about Andy`s post but i guess i`ll just deal with it.
My appetite is just none and the diet is horrible, how they want me to gain weight with this kind of diet. No burgers or kfc`s, oh, i want to die.
My mum made it, she`s been around the house for a bit, but the secondary effects are the once i can`t take, i`m not allow to be in her room but twice a day, guess they don`t want me to get emotional, but how?. My life is just an emotional roller coaster.
I hope they find the appropiate antidepressant for me, i`m feeling like a rat laboratory, and can`t see or feel a real help in all of this.
The thing that run me down the most is learning that will be kinda long process, and may be for the rest of my life and this really scares my.
Kids be safe and show love to others, but not a fake love.
Be safe out there.
A big hug for every kid out there and specially those 123 kids in my church that are been so brave to step up and ask for help.
We love you all.
rob
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