He`s on an induct sleep for 7 days since yesterday at 6:00AM.
I was with him `till he went deep into, `till i felt his body relax and the last words for me were "don`t worry cas, is just a week, i`m sorry more for you than for my self, take care of everything, over all of your self and don`t forget that your my heart `cas, your the sweetest person i ever meet, thank you cas, i love you with my self", and just gone. Mr.Robert and my dad have to pull me back, i know is for his benefit and all that, but i`m missing him in a way that scares me. Is a good experience tho, i`m realizing how`s to lose some body close to you, and he`s not leaving me for ever.
I`m kinda lost, don`t know what to do and use my time, have desire for nothing and just feel empty inside, weep every time i see his bed empty, every time i seat at the computer, every time i go to the beach, i`m wearing his baggis kinda to feel him close to me, i`m a mess, i don`t recognize my self.
But i got Andy, is the best little companion ever, he just fill me with his loving care manners. He loves to scroll into me, not giving me chance to go into unhealthy thoughts, he`s so smart and awesome. Love you Andy.
I`ve been answering calls today cus yesterday i didn`t want to do nothing. Did a webcam with Andres in Espain, he`s so sweet and don`t stop talking, i`m just so happy.
Ro`s mum is doing ok, she`s walking around the house more often and the treatment is working good beside the secondary effects. She`s gaining weight and looks a lot better. Please, don`t stop praying for her, i love her like a mum, and for Mr. Robert, he`s my second dad.
I want ro back. I want him back.
Please, pray for ro.
A big hug for every one.
A big hug for every kid out there.
I love you kids, with my heart.
Be careful out there, please.
Hugs,
luc
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