TO MY PARENTS.

DAD, MUM. I`m 14 today.I need to take something out of my chest and i want the world to know.
I want the world to know how loving care and amazing parents you are.
I thank God every single day for you. What i got having you, is priceless, i never be able to pay you back, not even w/my own life.
I have every single material comfort a human being can have, every single toy every kid can dream, but what i`ve realize is the most important is YOUR LOVE. Your hugs, kisses, loving care, the love you got for each other that makes me so confident and happy. I laugh and my face get all red when i see you kissing at any time, but my heart sing. The way you treat my dad mum, is just awesome, and you dad, so gentleman ALWAYS w/mum, i never, ever have seeing you mistreating mum, not once.
But, specially you dad; i saw you crying just once in my life and i almost get crazy. DAD, i can stand you suffering, and even i saw you crying once, but i heard you crying few times before w/mum in your bedroom, every time you were comforting each other but mum`s was trying to made you understand that you have to stop blaming your self for what happen to me because it wasnt`n your fault, and i heard you crying so bad because you can`t forgive your self, and asking God that why He didn`t allow you to see that coming.
DAD, i don`t know why this happen dad, but i want you to know that if this will happen to me 100 more times i will love you the same dad, you are the most awesome that in the universe dad, i don`t want you keep blaming your self because this is killing me dad, dad i love you w/my being, dad if i have to give my life for you i don`t even think to doit, DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD, please, stop, i can`t take it no more, i love you SO MUCH, your my dad, dad. I don`t want another dad. I want YOU to be my dad. My heart is crying out all tear off to you dad, please dad, it wasn`t your fault dad, please dad. I dont want gifts, your the best gift God give me EVER, dad. I want you to STOP, dad, please. I don`t want you blaming for this no more, because this is what is going to kill me if you don`t stop.
NOTHING scares my when you hug me, when i see you i see life,dad. I don`t know another man like you dad. You are the one who love me SO TENDER, i never in my life been getting a wrong word from your mouth, even when you have to discipline me and heat up my butt, you never did it mad, you wait `till you were calm and explain to me that you gotta doit `cuz you love me, DAD your AWESOME DAD. You teach me everything i am, i am who i am because you dad, you teach me to ride my bike, to scuba diving, to camping, to defend my self in the wild, to be a friend to others, to be kind (like u r), respectful, honest, pure, educated, tender, willing to help others, to appreciate the right things in life, to so many things that i will spend a year typing w/out finishing, and over all dad, you teach me to love GOD. And now dad, you can`t give up on GOD, `cuz you teach me that any thing happen w/out Him been in control, so dad, r u going to stop?, please dad, i have no more tears dad, this is the gift i want from you in my 14th birthday dad, TO PLEASE DAD, STOP BLAMING YOUR SELF. Please dad, will you?

DAD, from my soul to yours, i love you dad.