I love my dad so much.
Just watching him entering the room calms me down, is like, a sheet of safety covers my whole body rit away.
I told him my analysis of my situation, my shook when i saw mi self in the bathroom mirror and my fears. He just did what he always do, first, he listen what i got to say, and then, just answer me. He told my that i was right in few things, but, that i forgot that he told me that he was waiting for a friend of him that works at mayo clinic in ny, to take me to a famous children`s hospital in arizona, depending on the out come here. He told me that my white globules count in my blood rise to a point that he`s pretty confident i`ll made it, and that not to forget that he`s a doctor and i`m he`s son that he loves and he`s aware of every single thing the doctors in this hospital are doing to me. That`s why i`ve been w/ this tube in my belly and a needle in my arm 24/7, for the last 6 days, and this was a good desision to doit `cuz this is why the count of white globules in my blood have been rising, and this is pretty kool. He just give me a long hug, and told me that don`t forget too God`s is in control of everything and to pray. He prays w/me, luc and luc`s dad, and they leave. He gives luc a nice hug and kiss and luc`s dad`s did the same to me. I think that the biggest think in this world, is the power of love. After this i didn`t need no sedative. Luc`s here to spend the nit w/me, i`m just w/my eyes wet and writing rit now, feeling so grateful to God for put luc in my path, i`m just looking this awesome kid sleeping beside me and my heart is feeling something so powerful that i`m having chills in what i got left of my back. My heart is pounding so hard, i can feel my pulse at the end of my fingers, i`m breathing harder, and if this is not love, i don`t know what it is, `cuz rit know i`m just full of joy, and even my situation, gratefulness to God for allowing me to have him. I love this kid w/all the strength that a 13 yrs. old kid`s heart can love. Luc has bring more happiness to my life, this kid is the best companion ever, he`s everything a friend is suppose to be. Luc is just awesome.
Let`s see what going to happen tomorrow, actually today, is 12:06AM. I`m pretty tired and weak, and luc want`s me to go to bed, he`s always looking out for me. I suffer, and i`m still suffering for what that guy did to me, but i never, ever thought, that i`ve gonna be going through this hell. I never been in hell, but i being told that is the worst place to be, well, this situation for me........ is the worst place to be. I don`t want any kid in this world to pass for what i`m going through right now. A virtual big and tight hug and kiss to any kid out there that have being abuse, and for the ones that just need it. And for the abusers out there, STOP HURTING US.
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