Thanks for your good wishes and prayers.
We meet Andres through webcam. Through a program our grandparents church runs.
Andres just hit me deep and i ask my grands parents to check if he was for adoption, and he was, but no body wants to adopt him for all the emotional issues.
My mum went to Spain to start the adoption process and Andres was allow to visit us. I believe in love first sight since, because when we meet in person we know we will be together.
The real age of Andres is 8yo, he will be 9 next 27 this month. I got intentions he never forget the birthday party for his 9th birthday, is a miracle this beautiful kid is alive.
Is enjoyable to love him, is not hard at all, he will have all the love i got, he deserve it, as much as any kid in this world.
My mum is gone for a long trip, but i know i will see her again. She wants me to go on. Yes i will miss her till the day i die. There is moments when my mind want to go out control thinking bout her and missing her, in those time is when God is with me and console me through cas. I so good to ask him to hug me tight and hug him, and cry my sadness on him, i`m so thankful to have him. I`m so grateful to have a big brother like him.
I`m dealing with my health, but even Andres wasn`t infected, what happen to me is nothing compare to him.
The emotional damage is so deep and big, but he is in pro care all ready and will have whatever he needs. There are things money can`t buy, the knowledge we have a good God, happiness, love, but we are providing him with that package too and God`s will, Andres will be a happy kid.
Last night i was in my recliner waiting for a drip on my arm to finish and Andres didn`t want to go to bed cuz he want to be with me to help me, he took my arm and kinda hold it on his. Well, i guess just the gesture is priceless for me, but my nurse pass out sleep bout 10 mins later, what a nurse i got, then i have cas to take my nurse to bed. He keep my mind going and focusing out of my mum`s lose. I want to take care of my self more too, cuz is another good thing God is allowing me to live for. I explain to him my health situation and we are working it out good, no body can move him out of my sight, i have to assure him that im not going to die, that is ok to go to the beach with andy and cas, that he can call me any time he wants trough cas cell, and he does, he calls me yesterday 7 times in bout hour and a half he was around getting some fun riding with andy and cas in the atvs. He will be fine, me as well.
Andres is a physically healthy baby brother, his problems are in that part science can`t see, emotions, heart, soul, but love heals a lot and we are giving him all we got.
I wish so bad i can do the same with every kid in this world who needs love and care.
Don`t stop praying for me, for us.
I`m feeling pretty bad bout the fact that i want to answer every comment, but in the same window and i don`t know how, and the be honest is cuz some times i don`t feel like it.
I love to insert photos in my posts, but just that cuz i`m afraid of copy rights and don`t know how to get them too, and im just getting so physically tired, is been hard for me to be seat for more tha 1 hour at a time, and is not fun to type recline with a laptop on my lap. Well i just maybe making excuses, but i want you to know that don`t feel bad if i don`t answer your comments in the way i should do it, is pretty kind of you to pass by and leave a comment, you are giving me a little of your self and i should answer with the same kindness. Hope you understand.
Kids take care and be safe.
Love you.
Hugs,
rob
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