Don`t be sad for me. I know where I go, there is no more pain.
God promise that is a place of peace, joy and the light of His love for ever.
My physical body couldn`t take no more. HIV and hepatitis B took they toll on me. When we think were getting better in one, then the other came out and we have to go back. Just for cas I did lots of things trying to fight and win, but God have His plan for me all ready.
I complain about nothing. I live a happy life with lots of love from family and friends.
I`m sad for you dad. If I have to born again and is giving me the choice of a dad, I will choose you. You were the best dad. Your loving care and dedication for mum and me are things that you have to remember as the best. But I will watching for you dad, I will living in your heart for ever.
Cas, I can`t say enough to you. You were the brother every kid dream a big brother have to be. You were the love of my life. You hold me to the end, but cas, you have to go on. I want you to keep spreading that love of that heart of you to every kid who needed out there.
Andres, I`m sad because i didn`t get to know you the way i would like to, but I left cas for you, I know he will be the best brother you ever had.
Steve, I will be with Paul, don`t think I left you too, I just wasn`t able to take no more. But cas will be there for you always taking care of you and Andy as well every time you need it.
The purpose of this blog and all the pain and drama in it, was my way to try to show kids, parents and adults, how bad sexual abuse can be. How the wrong action of a sick human being can affect the life of a kid and their families and friends.
I don`t know what cas desision will be about the blog, but I`m pretty sure he will let you know.
I want to thank every single one of you for pass by, leave a comment, pray for us.
I want to thank to every one of the beautiful persons of my chatroom for your prayers and support all the time.
I want every one of you kids and parents to please, please, be aware, there are sick persons out there.
I want every one to live by God. God is love it self.
Show love and spread it. Is for free, doesn`t cost you a penny.
Just be tolerant, kind, smile, say "I love you", give a hug, there are so many ways to make this little planet a better place to live.
I believe that Jesus was send from heaven to die for my sins. By His grace and mercy i believe i will be with God in heaven. This is not a good bye. This is a later.
Don`t be sad for me.
I went to God.
Lucas say: This is been the hardest writing in my whole life. Ro live his life in the way he express it here. I will never love a human the way i love you ro. You will be for ever in my heart. Rest my love. I will see you later.
Thanks to all of you for your support.
I have to learn how to live without him.
Andy will take care of the blog. He will inform you.
Love you all,
hugs,
luc
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