I wake up an hour earlier to have my devotional time and finish a homework. This time between God and me is the one that have allow me to go on.
I usually wake up at 5:00AM.
Then I start to think about lots of things and to put things in place inside my head and my spirit moved within me when I start to think about Andy.
Andy is a so very special child to me. He is so understanding and so mature for his age. I think that all what he suffer when very young, all the bullying and rejection, have been shape his character and spirit for good and have given him so much maturity and sensibility, the quality to listening and to understand.
And is hard to type with my eyes brimming with tears because his love really moved me deeply, but I want to tell you this Andy:
You doesn`t know how happy I am because you EXIST.
You are someone that have filled up my life with love completely.
You have turn my life around for good.
You have become an extension of my heart.
Your sensibility is out of this world.
Your love have kept me afloat.
I got you in my mind all the time and often I catch my self tearing down because the love you show for me every single day moved me to the deepest of my heart and soul.
You are a sunshine.
A clear night sky full of the brightest stars.
A full moon in a dark night.
An oasis in the middle of the desert.
A cold glass with water when I am so tired and thirsty.
A shoulder for me to cry in my darkest hours.
The most tender little arms that hug me and a so kiddy, softly, tender, loving care voice that has been holding me, comforting me, encouraging me, pushing me, praying with me, reminding me God`s promises, reading the Bible to me when I have been so, so down that didn`t even want to leave my bed, the best friend I have, the most beautiful, dream little brother every kid should have, the one God send to me to help me out through a situation in my life that I honestly thought I was not going to get out alive.
I am sure Andy, that besides God, my parents and family, YOU are the one I am so grateful to, to the point that I want to say to you: "Thank you my so beautiful little brother for save my life".
I know in the so deep abyss I was.
Your 24/7 love for me have made a difference.
For you to share your life with me has become one of the biggest blessings in my life.
Is enjoyable to be with you.
I enjoy to the max every single second you and I share.
Be with you is happiness.
Is joy.
I love you Andy. I love you as I never have love some body else before.
Thank you Andy, for all this is why I am so happy to have you in my life.
I pour my heart to you in a gesture of the purest love that can exist, the love I have been learning from God it self.
The love Ro taught me.
The same one you have been given me.
My heart is yours Andy.
I pray God to always cover you with His Grace and Mercy.
That always cover you with His protection.
To be always with you in your ins and outs.
To give you wisdom and you get intelligence through His word.
To always listen to your prayers.
To allow you to grow in the knowledge of His word.
For you to be successful and achieve all your goals.
That you have love in your life for ever.
That you always put your ways in His hands and go to Him in prayer for all your trials, then His peace, that overcome all human understanding, will guard your heart and thoughts in Jesus Christ our Lord.
I wish you peace. His peace.
With love,
2 comments:
omg Luc. omg. I am shaking. I just love you Luc. I just love you.
I know baby brother........I know. I love you too.
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