YOU ARE AND WILL BE ALWAYS IN MY HEART (by Lucas)

Is 4:36 AM, here in Spain.
A bunch of family, cousins and friends, and Ro friends told me that we will go to the beach for a bone fire and have a night of fun, remembering and update about each others.
But we took another way and end at the cemetery.
There were more than 100 people, kids the most. Friends of Ro and mine.
They make two lines with candles and give one to each of us, Andres, Steve, Andy and me. They just went hugging us and saying something sweet. They never have had the opportunity to give us their condolences, and as soon they know we are coming for summer vacation, they plan this as the first thing for us.
Lots of them talk about Ro and how he touch their lives.
It have been the most beautiful thing I ever expect from our friends.
I end with a prayer, don`t know how, It was so hard to speak, I was so moved for this. My 3 little bros came around me and just hug me to help me to finish. I am so grateful to all so beautiful kids. Love is the most powerful thing exist. Love is God it self.

Every body place his candle around Ro and his mum`s grave.
Our parents and grand parents were there with us. I never be so grateful to God for the family He have allow me to have. I never can be more proud of my little bros. I will never, ever, forget this act of love for all this kids friends. Will be for ever in that place we got in our hearts, for special things like this.

Ro, is haven`t been 6 month since God decide to take you with Him. I`m learning, I am, is just so hard to live without you. Not a day have gone by, that I don`t remember you for something. I haven`t been crying like before, I`ve been learning more to laugh remembering you, than to cry. Yes, I still, like look for you in the crowd, and still look for your star at night and talk to you. I am, and will have you in that part of my heart, that have your name on it. Till the day I die, and will see you again in heaven. I miss you Ro, God knows how much; but He have been giving me strength, courage, and have been consoling me, every single day. I have accepted His will. He say that He will never give us something, we won`t able to go through. Just me going through this experience in my life, is when I have been living the reality of God`s promises and the reality that He is alive, for real, exist and love so much the human race. If God doesn`t exist, I wasn`t here typing right now, because when He decide to take you with Him, cross my mind to kill my self. That desperate, depress, sad and confuse I was.
God exist and is real. To Him be the glory for ever.

We went to the beach after couple of hours in the cemetery and made a so big and nice bone fire. Then I told all the kids, that I know they have lots of questions, and to please, ask me, that I will answer every one of them. Not to feel bad cus is no way I will not be sad, and I know they will too, but they are our friends, and will be fine. And they did, omg, they did. I just answered and explain to them about everything. It was a good time. Yes, there were tears, but more laughs than tears. It was so, so, so good and healing for me, to talk about Ro, with persons that know him in life. With his friends. Our friends.

Thanks God for give me the privilege to meet Robert Mentzy and be part of his so beautiful and short life in this earth.

I will fix all the missing posts and all, to have his legacy of forgiveness, courage and above all LOVE, alive.
For all the kids that come around, find awareness of evil persons living among us.
For the parents, to open they`re eyes and protect, but to use more expressive love with their kids. Hug your kids. Kiss your kids. Listen to your kids. Play with your kids. Talk about God to your kids. Take meals in the same table with your kids. Pray with your kids. Tell them something loving. Let them know you are proud of them. Help them with their home work. And please, please, tell them "I LOVE YOU".

My God always cover with His mercy and grace, every kid in this world. Open the door for every kid, to go without an empty stomach to bed. No kid should go hungry to bed. STOP making so many wepons to destroy our selves and try that no kid go hungry, naked, with no education, totally neglected.
I, as a kid, DEMAND TO THIS GENERATION, TO ALL PRESIDENTS OF ALL NATIONS OF PLANET EARTH, TO STOP NEGLECTING US. IS OUR RIGHT. IS NOT A FAVOR. IS OUR RIGHT, AND I AM DEMANDED IT. DON`T TAKE FROM US, WHAT BELONG TO US. IS OURS. WE WANTED.

A hug to every kid out there.
I am some one that love you all.
My God bless every one of you.

luc