Rough night, a lot of tears, a lot of anger and just "yes", "no" and "i just love u".
I decide to pass everything to this blog trying to motivate ro to blog `cus is the worst down ever. I made it in his favorite color and more features to made it easier for me. I made changes in the bedroom too. I move the computer desk in a way he`s able to see the sea when he seats behind me in the chair, he just hug me and stay like that for hours, just seating behind me resting his head in my back and shoulders `till i`m done studying. I move the bed closer to the glass sliding door in a way that we can see the beach all the time. I`m praying a lot asking God for wisdom and strength to be there for him in the best way possible. I`m taking him to take a full shower every morning, but is kind of complicated `cus he`s still in pain. I just help him to get naked and take him straight to the tube, that way he have no time to stand in from of the mirror.
I try to talk to him all the time when i`m done w/my home school for the day, i want his mind to be kinda busy doing different things, but i know him, i can see in his eyes that he`s going through to a hard one.
The therapist told me what to do `bout it and i`m just following.
Our pastor pass by and pray w/us every day, besides i have a devotional time w/ro every day.
Few of our friends are coming to visit us every day for my suggestion and we play games and go to take walks to the beach and things like that, i invite them to spend next weekend over, even i know ro is knid of aprehensive `bout this `cus he`s too skinny, but i told him not to worry that i`ll take care of him, he just rest he`s head on my shoulder and told me the "i just love u" he`s been using lately.
I`m not too patient and is going to take i don`t know how long for him to overcome all this, but, he ain`t heavy.......he`s my bro.
Sorry `bout the comments, but i`m not a computer geek.
A hug to every kid out there.
Please, be careful.
We love u all.
hugs,
luc
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