This is how it is.

I`m Lucas, i want to answer w/this post few questions i`ve been receiving by email.
1.- When he needs to pee.-
When he needs to pee, first i wear rubber gloves, then i place a cover by his side over his bed and help him out to turn on his side (either side), he takes his pee out and then i grabbed and placed at the entrance of the urinal. Depends how urge he`s, takes from 15 to 30 mins for him to finish.
When the urine is about to start coming out, i all ready knows, `cuz he start to squeeze or my hand or my arm, so hard that hurts, but where hurts really bad, is inside me, when he start to cry in pain for the simple biological need he has to pee.
2.-When he needs to defecated.-
I wear rubber gloves, then i help him out to leave the bed (`cuz he doesn`t want to use the portable toilet hi has that allows him to doit in bed). By his bed is another kind of portable toilet, so, he just have to stand up and seat on the toilet, before to seat, i pull he`s pajamas pants down and grab him by his arm pits in order to help him to seat, then i stood up in front of him and he kind of hug me by my waist and submerge his face in my stomach. I know when he`s `bout to start, `cuz he starts to cry and shake, and to squeeze me `til he`s done. After he`s done, he stays in that position, just sobbing for few mins. and then he loose and i`m able to clean he`s butt, pretty slow and veeery gentle, `cus i love him and don`t want to heard an ooouch from him, `cus made feels like i`m hurting him. Then i grab him by his arm pits again, he stand up, i pull up his pants and helping to seat on his bed, and finish to help him to lay down and get comfy.

For showers, his home nurse, who is a male and the sweetest guy, is the one who takes care of him, `cuz the tube in his belly. In all those moments, the nurse is there all the time, just in case. The nurse is out of the room most of the times, and there`re 3, 8 hrs. shifts, all males and nice guys, but rob wait for me to do #2, `cuz is the worst thing for him, and i don`t mind for a second to be there for him.
I`m just 14 yrs. old, and don`t mind to answer questions, but to avoid to repeat answers, i made the decision, to made this post, `cus is really not fun for me to be repeating `bout this, cus hurts me a lot.
Thanks for ur emails and support.
rob is wake but on sedatives, i`m trying to been answering all the emails, but is kind of hard `cus i`m in bed w/him, he`s just resting his head on my right shoulder and kinda hugging me,sobbing and moaning some times. He`s tranquil and i know he`ll be up again in `bout an hour.
Hugsss, for all the kids out there, from both,
we lovu all a looooot
TO THE KIDS ABUSERS OUT THERE
STOP
STOP HURTING KIDS
STOP HURTING US

luc