This is going too fast, i realize i`ve been growing too fast in this last 11 month of my life.
Today is one of the happiest days in my life.
My dad pick me up at `bout 5:00AM this morning, wich was pretty unusual, but as soon as he came in the room, he told me "everything is fine, i`m just want to go to the beach w/u to see the sun rise", he knows i love that.
It was just amazing, and we talk a lot, then my dad took me to take breakfast together, i love my dad, i think he was checking on me, my dad is just an awesome man. Love u dad. I thanks God every single day `cus i have u as a dad, i will love u for ever.
When we came back to the hospital, it was like, i don`t even know how to describe it, like and explosion of emotions in my heart, all the doctors, nurses, personnel they were just saying, hi luc, how u doing luc, good job luc, give me five, that`s my boy, rob`s doctor was exiting the elevator and he stood in front of me, put his hands on my shoulders, look at me straight and told me "i wish my son find a friend like u, ur of the bravest kid i ever meet, God bless u", shake hands w/my dad and keep walking, and on, but the next, was so strong that my heart almost goes out of my chest, when we exit the elevator, there were like 30 kids just waiting for me, they were w/parents and nurses and wearing the hosp. pajamas.
Rob`s mum were there too, she just hug me and told me "luc, this kids been waiting for u all morning, they just want to talk to u, ask u `bout rob and things like that, i was frost, my dad told me on my ear "they`re just kids like u son", and i just say "hi", "nice to meet u all", omg, they just start to ask, ask, ask, and then a little dude in a wheel chair get closer and ask me "luc, can u be my friend? can i give u a hug?", omg, that was it, i just can stop my emotions no more, i just start to cry, i wasn`t able to talk no more, i went to that kid and just hug him so tight and told him "i`m the want to ask u, can u please, be my friend?", "i`m so happy to be your friend", then he told me, "please luc, don`t cry", i told him "i`m crying out of happiness, `cus made me so happy that you all want to talk to me and showing me so much love, i`m just a kid like you all and you`re treating me like if i`m something special, and i`m not, you all are the special ones, you kids are here `cus is something wrong w/ur health, and i`m no sick, is just you all been so loving and kind w/me and rob, made me cry of happines, but that`s all, i`m ok, and thnx u all, thnxs for the cards, teddy bears, letters of good wishes, for your prayers, and yes i want be friends w/ you all, please, yes i will post in your blogs, yes you can contact me, yes i will be visiting you all, yes you can talk to me any time you want, yes you can come to rob`s waiting room any time you want and thnxs so much for talk to me, is me the one is honor `cus you want to be my friends", and then my dad told them, "this is what were going to do, i`ll talk w/ur parents and then i`ll give ur parents luc`s cellphone # and you can talk to luc, thnxs u all kids, luc have to go now, but remember you can talk to him any time you see him around", and the nurses and parents start to talk w/my dad and i just went to rob`s room.
He was sobbing `cus is painful every time that hi has to be moved for tests and they`re were doing few on him this morning.
When he saw me just start to cry harder and ask me "where were u?, i`ve been asking for u all morning and my mum told me u were out w/ur dad, is something wrong? r u ok? is ur dad ok?", i just hug him and told him "hey,hey, i`m here now, is all good, is nothing wrong w/us, my dad just want to spend some quality time w/me, how u feel?, he told me that he can`t feel any improvement, that is all just pain and weakness, but he`ll just keep fighting, and i told him that i`ll keep holding him, then i told him `bout what happen w/all the kids minutes ago and he was pretty happy. I was helping him to get comfy in bed and when i saw his chest so pale, skinny and w/all those purple hematomas, my eyes get full of tears and i start just to passing my hand around his chest, dunno, was like, out of compassion or something like that, was kind of an impulse out of love, he`s so natural and have so kool humor, he ask me "what r u doing? r u molesting me?"omg, i just start to laugh out loud and he did the same,omg, he was laughing w/me, was painful for him, but he was laughing, i just start to cry and laugh at the same time, that was so beautiful moment, we were hugging, laughing and crying together for `bout 10 mins. The nurse went out, w/out we knowing, and suddenly we saw our parents just smiling, eyes wet and rob`s dad w/a video camera, just filming, rob grab my head and just kiss me in my forehead, and told me, "`cas, i love u, thnxs for be my bro?, but, please, don`t cry, u know i don`t like to see u crying", i didn`t answer him, i hug him, i got no more words for rob, he`s so ahead of me, i feel so inmature in front of him, is like an old wise elder in an 13 yrs. old body, i don`t know what`s rob is made of, he kinda gets more mature by the hour and i`m just here watching him growing, he just keep amazing me in every step of the way, and at the same time he made me grow w/ him, dunno how to express this, kinda too deep, i`m just here for him, to express how much i love him w/acts, and i`m so privilege to do it.
We talk a lot, well, i did, until he pass out asleep on my shoulder.
My God, this kid is made of steel, i don`t know how he can take all this and keep going, i don`t see my self going this far.
He did told me to thank every one of you for ur prayers and support and that he`ll post as soon as he get better.
My facebook account was cancel by me. It was a big mistake. Is a good intentions site, but is kinda open ground for pedophiles to prey on kids, i have no evidence but a personal experience, i didn`t mean every body using facebook is a pedophile, i just say what i say. Now you know. Be careful parents w/who ur kids chat in facebook, and if the "age" the other kids say they are, is is the truth, be very careful kids who you all chat with, not just facebook, but any other site in the net.
Keep praying, i want my bro home. We got a lot of things to do. He`s not out yet, but he`s fighting, my bro is a warrior.
Take care kids.
Hugs to every one of you.
Love u all.
luc.
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