My grandparents leave today to Spain, i`m missing them all ready, they pray w/me and luc every single day, we have a devotional time.
They are the most sweetest persons, i love my grandparents for both sides w/my heart.
This afternoon luc and me get in trouble.
My dad shows in a power chair for my use. I was laughing but then i start to cry. My dad hug me and ask me "what`s wrong buddy? is just a power chair", i don`t want to say nothing and luc told my dad "i think i know", my ask luc "what is it lucas?", luc told him "ro is thinking that something is wrong and he will be confine to a wheel chair now", i was just looking at luc in disbelieve, how in the world he knows, i just ask him "are u a psychic or something?", he just smile and my dad explain to me that was a recommendation from my doctor for me to use a power chair for a while. I calm down and say thanks to my dad.
My dad went to the cafeteria w/my mum and i have the brilliant idea to tell luc to help me out to get on the chair, i seat on luc`s lap and just told him "let`s go `cas, take me out of here", that was so fun, we start visiting all the kids in the floor, omg, they were so happy, those kids are so sweet, `cas was introducing me to every one of them, they were just hugging and kissing us, we have to go to the floor waiting room in order to talk to them and have more room, i have to promise every one that i will visiting tomorrow `cuz was dinner time and the nurses were just crazy trying to do get the kids back to the rooms, the parents as well. Then `cas told me to go to the last room in the floor `cuz the kid there is not able to walk no more, he was rape and is in the last steps of AIDS, omg, when we get in the room he was in a power chair looking through the window, when the parents saw us, they signal us to stop and told us "he haven`t talk a word in 3 days, just to let you know", we get closer and luc say "hi (x), rob come to visit you", (the kid is 15 yrs. old and i ever saw a person so skinny in my live), he just turn around and start at me for `bout 3 mins., i saw all the tears coming down from he`s eyes and the pain in his soul, i couldn`t take it no more, i start to leave the chair and i heard `cas telling me softly "careful ro, i don`t want u to fall", i walk 3 steps to get in front of him and he start to motion to stand up, his parents rush to help him out and he just stop them w/a signal, he was moaning out of pain all the way `till he was standing in front of me, dunno how to explain this, i just know i hug this kid w/my heart, i kiss him and he didn`t stop to tell me "thank you, thank you", i told him "no (x), thank you, i love you, i`m so sorry, please don`t cry, i wish i can heal you rit now but i`m not God, but i can tell you that He is real and can comfort you and you got 2 friends here", he start to sob harder and ask me "do you want to be my friend?", omg, "yes, i`ll be honor to be your friend, your a brave kid, u just a beautiful kid, thanks for leave your chair to hug me, i have no words to thank you", he move, look at me straight in my eyes and ask me "who are you robert? how i can see and feel so much love coming from you rit now?, how do you do that?", omg, i`m just kinda shacking at this moment `cuz my heart was crush for the sadness i was getting from this kid, i told him "dunno, your the first person who ask me something like that, my heart is just feeling your sadness and i wish i can hug you for ever", he told me "i`ve been reading your blog and i can`t believe your blog post forgiveness, and i start to pray to God to help me to doit `cuz i wasn`t able to doit by my self and i want to heal `cuz i know in my heart i don`t have too much time left, i send a letter to the person who did this to me and my life have change since, i have no hate for that person no more, i feel like a new person, that`s why i went to your room 4 days ago but u were in bad shape and your parents told me that as soon as u get better they will let u know, they pray for my and my parents and talk a lot w/us, your parents are awesome, and i`m sad `cuz i thought i may never meet you to thank you so much for the kid you are and for help me out to forgive and `cuz i have to leave my parents soon for ever, but i know where i go and i`ll be watching on them and on you, you give me hope and courage to keep going and as you say is priceless, thank you robert and you too luc. He extend his left arm to reach luc and we hug and cry for a while, he kiss both of us and we kiss him back, i promise to pass by tomorrow and told him to thank for sharing w/me, that i love him and never will forgotten him.
OMG, what an awesome kid, i`m so move, my heart is pounding hard, i got him in my mind. `Cas help me to go back to the chair and his parents take him to bed, his parents just hug us and say thank you both, thank you.
`Cas start to drive the chair back to my room (`cuz `cas is the driver) and when i was leaving the chair to lay down, i dunno what happen, i just faint and hit my head w/the metal corner of my bed and wake up w/3 stitches in my forehead. `Cas told me "ro, were in trouble", lol, omg, is just stitches, no bigy, i`m feeling ok, just a little headache and my dad told me "robert m, we`ll talk tomorrow", humm, when my dad call my full name is no good, but i don`t regret a min., i don`t remember last time i get some fun.
OK, `cas think he`s my nurse now, i got to go, i`m suppose to be asleep all ready, but i want to blog this experience w/u all.
The power of love is awesome, just awesome.
It wasn`t that fun to fall like that, is not just my headache but my chest and abdomen, my dad told me that i could kill my self, well i didn`t thanks God, but i gotta be careful, i`m kinda too exited and i`m pretty weak, i need to be aware of my limitations, omg, `cas was just crying so much, my dad just hug him for a long time and explain to him that wasn`t his fault, `cas was worried my parents don`t trust him no more but my parents just hug him and told him that wasn`t like that, that he didn`t do nothing for them to think like that `bout him, that they love him like a son, like me, and is when `cas calm down, i never saw `cas in so much distress, omg, he just amaze me, i know how much `cas love me, but....is just that...seeing him like that, kinda....dunno how explain this.....kinda hit me.....love u `cas, sorry i put u in this situation.
Kids, learn and be safe out there.
Love u all.
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