Thursday, June 9, 2011

I`LL TAKE OVER. (by Lucas)

I`ll take over `til ro gets better.
I want to say this: i got a loving parents that are on me all the time. I talk every day w/my dad and he calls me several times a day.
Ro as well, our church got more than 10,000 members and we do webcam w/a lot of kids from church that are known by our parents, they first contact the parents and then allow us to doit.
We got the help of a child psychologist from our church, from our pastor as well, he calls every day to talk w/our parents, beside our grandparents churches in Spain, France and Germany. We get a lot of emails in french and german that i have to use google translate.
And then, all others that support us through emails and comments.
So, we got support from our parents, churches, webcam, our grandparents spread the voice in europe and we got contact w/a lot of people that always go through our parents, grand parents, churches, youth pastors and pastors.
Our parents know every email we get and every webcam we do w/other kids, just that some times ro doesn`t feel like to talk and i have to do everything.
We appreciate every email and comment, is just that other persons got a more direct way to contact us and don`t use the comment features if they are allow to spoke it to us through the phone or webcam.
We got a chat room moderated for our parents and we`re allow 1 hr., every afternoon for webcam. For family members or close friends we`re available at any giving time, so, don`t think we`re by our self, `cus we don`t. Our families read the blog every single day, and we get calls and emails from all of them. We got another email address for our families and close friends. All this attention and regulations bring a lot of confidence to me, i`m grateful to God for our parents every single day.
Ro decide to blog, `cus his desire to reach as much kids as possible, and share his story w/them, this is the why of robert`s blog.

Is getting pretty complicated the emotional situation ro is going through, i share everything w/the psychologist, our parents, youth pastor and you all as well. I`ve been feed for every angle `cus my parents want to be sure i`ll not be affected in the wrong way for this experience, ro`s parents as well.
We just been watching tv, and i`ve just been here for him, he just want to be leaning on me and hugging me all the time and if i try to watch videos we got w/both of us at the beach, he start to cry `cus he want to get well and not sick, if i try to watch a movie thinking will be good for him, he start to cry, is messy, i just don`t know what to do `cus everything bring memories one way or another, so, i call the psychologist and he told me not to worry `cus will be like this for a while, that just be there for him and be patient, that i`m doing pretty good. That`s kool but tear my heart seeing him is this situation, just want my friend to get well.
Please keep praying, never stop doing it.
Kids, be safe.
Thanks to every one.
Hugs.
luc




P.S. I forgot. We want to place here all the ordeal ro and I were going through w/the purpose to create conscience in child abusers (if they have any), adults, parents and kids, on how much the damage reach so many people; and how crude, ugly and heart breaking are the consequences for the kids and they loved ones.
luc

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