HOW? (by Lucas) Saturday, November 20, 2010

Ro is back home.
He came from the hospital at around 1:50 PM.
Surgery went good, recovery....i`m in a 24/7 prayful spirit, asking God to give me wisdom and strength to be there for him in the right way.
Is a long journey ahead. He will be sleeping most of the time this firsts days, in order to help him with the surgery, but is just sadness when he wakes up to be feed. All his memory kinda start to clear and he realize bout his mum and hug me in desperation. Im numb and destroy inside, never experience this level of sadness before, is overwhelming.
At the burial even the cops were weeping when ro grab the casket to void his mum to go. I have to kneel with him and shaking him by his shoulders and tell him that i was so sorry but that he have to let go, that if not i will die out of sadness, that i was here and he have to trust me that he will be fine. Is when he stare at me and just let go while i was hugging him and holding him in front of the hole, till was done and he just faint and the paramedics rush in and took him back to the hospital.
How we`re going to make it? I know it will be a war, but with the support of family and friends, persons that doesn`t even know us, and over all God`s Grace and Mercy, we will make it.
Ro is a warrior. He is, and im hoping he will overcome.
I don`t think he will save his school year now, but his heath is the most important issue now.

Don`t stop praying, please.
I don`t know how often i will be able to post, but i will.

Thanks to my personal chatroom group, you guys are awesome. All of you. I love you all. Hugs for you. Thanks for take care of Andy and me.

Kids, be careful out there and don`t stop praying.
Love you all.

Hugs.