Going Home

Oh my God.......Oh My God
Luc`s parents and my parents are here.
They all hug me and told me how sorry they are for my lost,
and that they got a surprise for me, luc`s parents told me that for Luc`s request,
luc`s is becoming home school in order to spend more time w/me, that way he can help me `cuz we`re in the same grade. Luc`s crazy, he just shout out "yeeeah", and jump over me in bed, crushing me all over, he almost kill me. We just huge and start to laugh together. This is awesome. In the middle of the worst things, there is something that God`s send to u for good. I don`t feel like i deserve this, i`m just happy to have it in this exact time of my life.
Another good news is, that i`m going home today. Yeah!!!!
I`m fighting, and is soooo good not to doit alone.
I never will forgot what luc`s told me last nit. He told me, that if God decide to takes me away, will be me fighting, and him besides me, holding me. I love luc`s heart. Some times i don`t feel like to talk to no body, even my parents, and luc just came and look at me, and he knows, i don`t know how, but he knows, and then he just say hi, or just give me a hug saying nothing and seat in my bedroom to do home work, or to browse in his laptop or mine, or just lay down w/me in bed. I`ve been w/him like that for hrs., whole days, and when he got to go, he just hug me again and say "later". Just God is able to put somebody like him in my life, luc is just.......luc.
I made this blog, not looking for compassion from no one, i got pretty compassionate and loving parents and friends, but for other kids to know they`re not alone, to know what qualities look in some one to call them friend, to be careful out there, to learn from my situation, as well i`m learning, let`s learn together, `cuz i`m just 13 and don`t know nothing, but not feel lonely, email me if u need somebody who listen to u, to talk to, lest`s encourage each others to go on, let`s encourage others to go on, post a comment, ask me, help me to know if this project is been worth it, don`t leave me alone kids, help me out to spread the voice, let`s talk for our self, lets do this together, i`m inviting u all, all around the world, to say to the world that we got enough, that we deserve to be protected and caring for, that we want people w/out consciousness to STOP ABUSING AND HURTING US.
I`m fighting, but i feel today, like if life hurts this much i rather be dead.
I`m in a hole w/out knowing the way out, i feel trap, w/out knowing what going to happen to me and how i`m gonna end, but the power of love is just awesome, is something to give u strength, and there is a lot of ways we can do that for others, give a smile, say thnxs, put a hand in a shoulder, give a hug, give a kiss, say i`m sorry, say i`m w/u, listen to some one, these things don`t cost u a penny and are priceless. Don`t leave me alone kids, help me.
hugsss.
robert
Posted by robert