Rob parents and my parents talk to me last night and told me that they decide to take me away for a break, rob`s parents told me they love me too and they want me to go w/my parents to our beach house for few days, `til next Tuesday , i try all the tricks in my book not to, but they`re were pretty serious `bout this.
They promise to call me if anything get real bad and to not to worry that they`ll explain to rob and everything will be fine, they explain to me that they`re weren`t trying to take me away from rob, all the contrary, they want me to rest and get strength to keep going.
Were here and i`m seating in the sand just looking to the sea and nature, i love the beach, and i`m missing my friend SO much rit now, but, i have to obey my parents and adults who love me `cus i understand is for my own benefit, even if i see it different and don`t understand at the moment.
I was praying early this morning seating in the sand by the beach, and i feel a so overwhelming peace in my whole inside, so strong that i start to cry out of thankfulness to God and start to thank Him for comfort me that way, i need it so, so much. God is real, very real. Then i heard some body behind me, i just turn kinda surprise and checking who could be and it was my dad, i just jump on my dad and he ask me if i was ok, i told him that i was very ok, that just don`t talk and let me hug him for a while, my dad, i love my dad so much. Seems the hug was kinda long, `cus i wake up in my bed later this morning, and guess what, my dad was in bed w/me, just hugging me. I ask him what happened and he told me that i just pass away sleep and he carry me home `cus he didn`t want to wake me up. My dad is awesome.
I`m pretty peaceful, dunno how but i`m pretty confident my bro is gonna make it.
I will blog again next Wednesday.
Before leave, i write a letter for rob, he was asleep and just hanging there, hope he don`t get sad, the last thing in the world i would do, is something that made him sad, he got enough of sadness in his life all ready.
Please, don`t give up praying.
Thanks for ur prayers, emails and support.
Kids be good and stay safe.
Hugs for everyone of u.
Love u all.
Luc
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