Rob is resting, gaining weight and recuperating good.
I`m amaze how love heals.
Luc`s call me yesterday afternoon to spend the night and he talk through the phone with rob, Mr.Robert was telling luc how rob was smiling as soon as he heard luc voice, this are things new to me.
Luc is been incredible with me, our friendship is reacher and stronger by the day. Luc is so understanding about feelings and everything, every body feels comfy around him.
We just came from the hospital and what i saw just get me chills. As soon as luc came in, with out saying nothing just went to rob and caress his head and kiss him and rob just whisper "cas", Mr.Robert just start to check on him but everything was fine and he just hug luc and kiss him all teary eyes. This two kids love each other in a way i can`t explain, they are one i guess.
Luc is just missing him bad. I`ve being catching him tears coming down and staring at nothing in particular and i just hug him, he just tell me "i just want him back andy, sorry". My parents ask me if i would like to spend the rest of the week with him and i just jump on my dad. I`m in a home school group, but they made arrangements with luc`s teacher for me, i`m pretty exited.
My parents are been awesome, specially my dad. My dad don`t stop hugging and kissing me, he calls me from work, watch tv and play video games with me, is taking me to my home school group and picking me up, he`s been telling me to call him at his office if i need any thing, i stop doing it because he gets kinda piss off when was busy and he`s busy all the time. After few days he ask me to call him at his office because he has something to tell me and when i did he told me that he just want to tell me that he loves me, omg, i just were weeping, have nothing to say, that felt so good inside me, he got me by surprise and i told him "thanks dad, thanks, i love you too, you doesn`t know how much". My dad being changing so much and beautiful, he`s making me feel important, confident and accepted, my grades at school are going up, i`m just floating in a cloud of happiness, it was so much bottle it inside and is kinda everything is coming out together, i thank God so much for the way my dad been changing. I`m a new me. Dad, i love you with my whole hart, your the best dad in the world.
I pray to God to change the hearts of all the gay boys in the world and their dads accept them in the way my dad did with me. That they understand we love them and we need comprehension and love.
A hug to every kid.
Don`t allow no body to abuse you, tell some body and don`t let bullies to get to you, be proud, chin up and look for real friends because they exist, i fund few and you can too. Leave a message in the chatbox, i promise luc will answer you, or use the link they have, those are beautiful places to find love and acceptance. I love Amar`s world and find there a lot of knowledge and love.
Love you all.
Don`t stop praying for rob and luc.
hugs,
andy
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