AWAY. Thursday, October 7, 2010

I`m exited `cuz i`m out of the hospital. We`re at the beach house. After something that happen today, my dad decide to take me away.
This afternoon `bout 2:00PM, the boy i visit yesterday that was infected w/AIDS, pass away.
When luc went to visit him, the room was empty and he learn from the kid next room. I get kinda of out of my self crying and things and my mum decide to call my dad and they made the decision to move me to here.
They brought few machines and 24/7 home nurse and a on call doctor, dunno de details of everything, but just seating here w/`cas in front of the window looking at the beach and sea, is like fuel for my soul, i`m feeling better all ready. My parents explain to me that they made the decision to doit `cuz my emotional stability is kinda pretty weak and even i don`t see it `cuz is inside me, is a pretty important part of my recovery. They told me that things will be a little different now `cuz they`ll be on me trying to void me strong emotional situations and that i will need to be patient w/my self and them cuz they know that i`m pretty independent and won`t agree w/them in everything, but that they love me and think will be the best for me.
I can`t say nothing to my parents, i know they love me, wherever they decide will be ok w/me.
I`m pretty sad, pretty sad `cuz that kid wasn`t suppose to die this way, i guess i took this too deep, but i can`t helped, i`m just sad.
`Cas beach house is next to ours, seems to me they talk and they going to move here for the time need it for me to recover, that way `cas can be w/me, awesome, i love them so much, thnxs Mr. and Ms. Horneck, love u a lot.
I got the same limitations w/the pc, but is all good, as long i got `cas w/me, is all good.
First thing `cas did was to cover me w/a thick blanket and took me outside to the balcony, omg, is so beautiful, is so good to feel the sea breeze, we were at the balcony for `bout 2hrs., just awesome.
I`ll get better, just some times i ask my self how long will take, guess gotta be patient. Loving `cas is just enjoyable; `cas is the best medicine for anxiety, i got the cure!!!!

Keep praying, please.
Kids be careful, hurts me so much to know that a kid pass away result of abuse.
A hug for every kid out there.
Love u all