UPDATE ON JESSY (by Andy)

No school today, All Saint`s Day.
The surgeon said that Jessy`s eyes surgery went perfect. We all are happy. We have not talk to him yet because he is still sleeping but his Dad place the laptop cam for us to see him and then Luc start crying. Me "But do not cry baby, he is fine." Him "I just want to hug him so bad." Me  hugging him "I know". Andres kinda piss "You are becoming a weeping little boy." Luc hugging him " Am I? I am sorry baby bro. I know you does not like to see me crying." Andres "No you do not but stop doing it." and just hang from his neck and hugged him. I love Andres.

Correa`s Mum call my Mum and talked to her. She explain to her few things about the way Correa`s Dad have been rising him and that he fail to go to the counseling the judge order for him to go with his son and her. She asked my Mum to please intervene for his son to be release from juvenile detention. She all ready ask for divorce and is seeking Correa`s custody. My parents talked to me and then with Luc and we agreed due to the circumstances for them to remove the charges against him. Luc`s parents and uncle Robert were agreed too. We think will be better for him to be out and with his Mum. Juvenile Detention here is not like in the US. Here is very hard or is what I heard uncle Lucas explaining to my parents. Luc and I have been praying for him to get help and we think is coming. His best friend which is a cadet, talked to Julian and explain to him how hard have been for him to go with the bulliest ways his Dad have been rising him. Have been clear to the court that the guy is a bully and that have been destroying his family. I was talking to Luc about it and he jump kinda rude "Andy stopped it. I have been praying very hard to God ease my feelings about him. I still feel my blood starting to boil inside every time comes to my mind what he did to you and I see your lips." Me "Do not need to be rude though." I should not have to say that. I just melt every time I see tears coming out of those so big blue eyes. Him "Oh Andy. I did not meant to sound rude. Me and only me knows how grateful I am that you were there when all that happened. For the second time in my life I really have bad intentions and so much desire to hurt some body. All the wrath against the person who hurt Ro came out together with what he did to you and I really was trying to hurt Correa and I meant real bad. Is like I was trying to release all my wrath and I made Correa the target for me to do it. I was going very bad in my head, like "Oh, so you think you will be another person who going to hurt another of my little bros and I will not to do nothing?" If you do not stop me quick I think I would be in jail now. I have been praying about this specially because I am really scare about my self and how could become and my reactions in a future. I love every one of you and I will kill any body to hurt any of you. I guess I still have issues about me not to doing something to avoid that guy to hurt Ro. I feel responsible for every one of you in a way. This is deep Andy, I just will not take no body hurting any of you." I can not even talk and explode crying hugging him and "SORRY! I DID NOT KNOW WHAT I WAS SAYING." Him "Sorry too. I was trying to tell you about this but did not know the way to and I am sure it was not the right way because now I do not want you not to tell me if someone hurts you and I do not mean in a superficial way, Do I have been made my self clear?" Me "Yes you have and you are right because I do not want you to end in jail but I will tell you if we make a deal" Him "Ok Andy MacDuck. What`s the deal?" I love Luc, He calls me Andy McDuck because a rich uncle Donald Duck has and is always thinking in business. He always makes me laugh. "I will tell you if you promise me you will listen to me before to do something stupid" Him "That is just what I did when you throw your self over me screaming to stop. Did not I? Deal?" I hugged him tighter and kissed him and told him "Deal" Him "I will talk to my Dad about this feelings today. I want to talk to him about this." Me "Good idea and we will be praying about it now on." Him "Yes!" Me "I always believe you when you have said you will give your life for any of us and I know how protective and on guard you are with us but I did not know that you were having these so dangerous feelings about this issue. Do you thought about to kill Correa at that moment Luc?" Him "Lets say I want to hurt him bad and I am scare at what I felt to do when I went over him and start to punching his face. Andy do not worry I am scare but I do not think I will kill some body. This is fixable, trust me, I do not want you worrying. I say I am scare because I have not felt this kind of feelings before and the unknown scares me some times. I will be fine as soon as I talk to Dad about this." I just cuddle inside him and I think he will be fine. We were outside in our recliner but went inside when Andres start calling for Luc. I love all of them but specially Luc. I do not know. Is deep.

Be safe out there kids.
Do not allow no body to abuse you.
Stop bullying.

With love,

Andy