Sunday, November 13, 2011

STOP THIS PLEASE (by Lucas)

This is dedicated to all the children specially the ones that have been abused.
This is an old song that became a hit about a kid named Luka that lives in the apartment upstairs the singer.

This is the original video:



This is and interview with the singer:




And this is and adaptation someone did and title it "Against Child Abuse". I`m so agreed.




Please stop abusing children.
This mark them for ever and when the parents or one parent is the abuser is something my brain can`t process. I really don`t understand why a parent abuse his or her own children or any children at all.
For me is the most extreme expression of evil that an adult hurt a kid.
God knows how many times I have to ran out of Ro`s bedroom to my parents bathroom to vomiting when I wasn`t able to handle Ro`s pain no more. It was something that overpower me and it was the answer of my emotions to all what he went through. I felt it like it was my self.

How in the world a parent is able then to hurt their children and keep living as if nothing is happening? I can`t understand this.
How and adult is able to enjoy hurting a child? Yes, I understand there are sick people but my God.

Do you know how much I miss Ro? Do you?
He will never meet Maria.
I will never be in his prom.
Or his wedding.
Never will meet his kids.
He never will be in my prom or wedding or will meet my kids.

Do you know what love is?
I still catch my self talking to him.
I still think quickly "Oh, when Ro knows about this or that.

Do you know what this is for me?
Not to mention for his Dad. To Andres, Steve and Andy.
This almost kill me too.

I can be going through the happiest moment and suddenly walk away from everything to be alone and cry. Thanks God not as often as before and I`m able to controlled now but do you know how is to be going through this?
I have been apologizing to lots of people I hurt with my outbursts. I was out of control, totally. I was angry at every body and at no one.
I really thought I was going to end out of my mind and in a mental health institution.
I thanks God for the parents, family (specially my little bros) and friends he provide me with, because I din`t see how I will going to made it and I`m moving forward.

Is late but I`ve been thinking because Ro`s memory still assault me and take my sleep away. I just been thinking about him today, that`s all.
I`ve been handling Ro`s absence lots, but lots better. At least I stop the depression medication I was using like two months ago.
I`m able to think about him in a positive way now.
Now I want to celebrate his life. It was all about love.

Don`t hurt children please.
Children? Don`t allow no one to hurt you. No body have the right to do it. Tell some body.
A hug to every kid out there specially the ones that have been abused.

With love,

Luc

3 comments:

Joe (Grandpa) said...

Luc,
When we open our hearts and accept God's most wonderful, pure love as you have, we not only draw ourselves closer to God, we draw ourselves closer to those we love. For it is that very love that binds our hearts together. Each one we love with our hearts as you have loved Rob, becomes a part of our very own heart. And, even a part of ourselves just as God has become a part of us. If and when one part is ripped from our heart, God slowly grows to heal the wound left, but the part will always remain. In the same manner, each of us is a part of God's heart. So Rob will always be alive in you as well as in his dad, Andy, Andres and Steve. The love you have for him will abide in your heart forever and will be a testament to his wonderful care for those about him. His legacy lives today through each of you and all those whose lives he has touched.

And, your heart will grow even larger as you add each new love to your heart just as you have added Julian, Emi and now Maria. For each new love, your love for and from God will grow stronger.

God bless you Lucas Horneck for your most wonderful, awesome being. Thank you for your love for us all.

Mi amor,

Joe

Vic said...

Luc

Sadness always rears it's ugly head when you are alone and missing what could have been, and was taken from you by a wicked deed that wrecked two lives in one blow. Nothing can ever wipe the slate clean, or even make up for what you shared with Robert up until his death. Your memories are divided between the good times and the bad, and there is no middle ground between the two where you feel more comfortable. In life pain serves a purpose to remind us all how love has the greatest power, and we must use it to overcome our grief to worship the lives that pass before us. Robert was a beautiful guy you met, and he died a beautiful guy because he took a part of you with him. No matter how you look at it Luc, he did for you as you did for him, and that counts for the best friendship that was possible for both of you.
Flowers drop their seeds for regrowth, and life is very much the same, and Robert with his fun and laughter never left you short. Be like him and carry your seed with the same pride he had in his life, and you'll be happy to carry his love without ever feeling hurt.

It's good that you express yourself to us, and hopefully we your friends will share your anxieties and be of help.

Luc said...

@Joe and Vic- Than you so very much.