Is been a so amazing birthday!
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I did something today in combination with Julian to surprise Luc at the Academy because I get off school earlier. I did it too because I haven`t spending time with him in the last five days because I love him and want for him to understand about something he wasn`t doing and that is taking care of him self. He wasn`t doing it and I can`t keep my mouth shut and tricked him by telling him that everything was fine. I believe true friends hurt with the truth. Then he leave a birthday card at my place main door entrance apologizing in the most beautiful way just him is capable to do and finalizing letting me know that he love me more than ever and thanking me for what I did. He understood and I`m the happiest kid exist but I need it to hug him so bad.
I arrive at the Academy and went where he was at that moment. I show his teacher the permit and he introduce me to the class but they all know me and went "Happy birthday Andy". I start tearing down. The teacher asked me if I would like to say something (which surprised me) and I thank all of them and explain to them that I want to surprise my big bro because I love him too much and haven`t hugged him more than once a day for the last five days. Julian asked me why and I answered him that was because God talk to people in different ways and when God is trying to tell you something you should obey and do it and God was telling my bro that is NOT wrong to have the so big heart he has but that he have to stop all he is involve at the moment regarding helping others and just PLAY because is the most recommended activity that his parents, uncle Robert, we all his bros, his therapist, pastor and my parents have been telling him to do in order for him to gain his emotional stability back, but he wasn`t listening and I told him and I just moved out of our bedroom and even didn`t had been having too much sleep because hurts me so much to do what I was doing, I just let him know I was doing it out of love for him with the hope my action made him think and setup his priorities in the right way, and I am the happiest kid in the world because he let me know that he understood in a birthday card I found this morning at our door steps. I can`t helped and was trying to stop my sobbing at this point because he was just tearing down standing by his seat. Julian "And do you think he will allow you to hug him now Andy?" me "I hope so." Luc kiss Julian, give him a friendly slap in the back of the head (Julian went like HOR- NECK!) and just rush to me and we hugged bad for a pretty good 10 mins or so. OH I was hungry for that hug so much. When we came back to the world the teacher said to the class "This have been the class for today in my hope that you all have learned something from this live show of what love is about." Then two of the cadets came in the classroom with a cake with my name and age and sodas. Julian knows what was going on and told me what to do if Luc shows that he understand and hopefully take my action for good. He explain to the Director, get my permit, talked with his History teacher and we plan all but I didn`t know about the cake nor Luc, well Luc didn`t know about anything. Then Julian "So Horneck, do you have anything to say besides kiss me in front of every body and slapped me in the back of my head?" we all laugh, Julian is a so funny kid. Luc "Yes. I will said that I will kiss you lots more when we get home and maybe will kick your butt." Julian laughing and moving his hands like if he was trembling "Oh I`m so scared." Then Luc just stand, face me, place his both hands on my shoulders and told me "I love you so much. I`m the one who have to give you a present today and is you the one is given me the most beautiful one? Showing me in facts, again and again how much you love me? I just love you little bro, there is nothing else I really can say to you." He kissed and hugged me and was beautiful. That was the last two hours and we spend a good time there.
As soon we get home I know something wasn`t right. I didn`t saw the kids from the Academy that came for the weekends but I suppose they were in the van which I was right, then we stepped out of the car and when open the door and turned in the living room all the lights went on and I can`t believe there were so many people, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY". All my bros, parents, families, friends, every body was there and I just hugged Luc wanting to disappear inside him and him, pulling me out of him "Andy! Common beautiful, they are our friends." He wait for me to calm down because I didn`t let go and then he just stood by my side and walked through with me greeting every body. It was fantastic! Then they wanted me to say something and quickly Luc whisper in my ear "Go, I`ll be with you." I was trying to hide inside Luc again lol but he grabbed me by my shoulders and look straight in my eyes. "Just thank them. You can do that." We went to the front and I did that, then I thanks Julian for be there for me and explain quickly what happened at the Academy and every body went crazy in a long applause while Julian was walking to the front because I asked him to come, I hugged him so tight, he is an incredible kid. All the little ones went to the front to hug me and we did a big bunch of kids hug. That was AWESOME!
We came now upstairs to change our school uniforms and take showers because this one will be for long, but is so cool because we are having more than 70 kids for the weekend sleeping over and guess what? including Correa. He call my Dad him self and apologizes with both my parents, then ask my Dad to please ask Uncle Lucas and Robert to allow him to apologize and then to Luc and me. Luc parents, uncle Robert and my parents explain to Luc and me after the party starts down stairs. Luc made and smirk that I know what that means but look at me and said "Yes. But if happens again I will do the same thing to him." then we talked on the phone to Correa, I asked if I was allowed to invite him to the party and my Dad and every body else agreed so he is here with a cast but he apologized to Luc and me in person and we see that he was doing it for real, he was sincere, we hugged him and he starts sobbing, his Mum too, and I`m happy for having him here. He told me straight "I`m sorry Andy for being an ass with you. I promise to my self this won`t happened again with no body else and of course with you." He was tearing down and then a shy smile shows when he told me "Is because conviction that is wrong to abuse people weak than my self but because I don`t want big bros kicking and slamming my ass around too. Is fun to do it but not that some body do it to you but I wasn`t doing it for fun but because emotional problems caused for my Dad and I understood lots of things I didn`t until start treatment and bullying was something I was using to call attention, it was an unconscious way for me to ask for help and I didn`t knew." We hugged him again and told him we were happy he is getting help and see things different now. Luc and I told him to call us any time and to come to stay with us any weekend or any time over night. Him "For real?", we "Yes, for real." Him "Thank you Andy. Thank you Horneck." We are happy for him.
Ok got to go to a bone fire down stairs.
I`ll let you know later the rest.
With love,
Andy
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