FRIDAY. SECOND STEP. (by Andy)

Is 10:06PM. Luc asked me at about 8PM "Are you ready beautiful?", "Yes I am beautiful" I answered. We hugged and he ask me to setup the laptop outside at our balcony and let our parents know.
They all came in and seat inside our bedroom. His parents, uncle Robert, his doctor, our resident nurse and my parents.
When Luc and me were seating in our chairs outside, before to run the first video, I turn my chair towards Luc, hold his hands and start to pray. I asked God to be merciful on us and used this to helped us to heal, specially Luc. He kissed me and I started the first one.

As soon as we saw Rob face and he started to speak, Luc stand up and asked my to stopped. He went walking around the balcony passing both of his hands around his head and breathing heavily to not start to cry. I couldn`t helped and started to tear down. He came back, moved his chair closed to mine, placed his arm around my shoulder, draw my head on his shoulder, started passing his hand over my head and asked me to go on. He was shaking.

The first video is the shorter. I will not to be able to post everything Rob said, but in general.

"Hi Cas and Andy (we both start sobbing). Surprise because I said Andy? If you are watching this one is because Andy is with you. He is suppose to be Cas. I told you about him and I think that by the time you will be allowed to watch this videos, you all ready know the why. (Luc hugged me and kissed me crying this time and saying "Yes, yes Ro. You were so right. I know why"). Cas, I want to introduce you, not to my replacement, because we all are unique creatures, but to your new little brother in Christ, little brother in earth, best friend, loyal, loving care, tender, honest, pure, over all that love God and all good you can say about a kid. He is Andy. For the date in this video, you will know how long before God called me to His presence, (It was two months and six days), I`ve been praying, for God to send someone to your life, besides Andres and Steve, to be your companion, but you know how I am and with all the requirements I was asking Him, I thought you may will never get to have one. (Rob throw a laugh). But God in His mercy allow me to meet him before me to leave you.
You may have in your head how I did this without you noticing them. I record them at the hospital and in my way to there. Was the only chance. This is the folder with a password that you asked me about and I told you that I will tell you later.
Cas? I love my parents and family, but you really are the only reason I do not want to leave. I will leave hungry for you. For you Cas. You are all love. You have God as the most important being in your life and that made all the difference. I will leave willing to go through anything, anything Cas, that science want to try on me, just for you more than for my self, because I love you with my life Cas. I will give my life for you at any time without blink". (Luc went on his knees from the chair and start vomiting suddenly at this point. I went too and hold his head for few seconds because the doctor followed by every body took charge. Luc rise his hand and said "I am fine. Just bring me water and paper towels, please." His dad motion to help him go back to the chair and he told him "Dad? thanks, but I have to handle this with Andy, if I can`t I will let you know. I love you dad." "I love you too son" uncle answered him. I helped him to go back to the chair. My dad grabbed my face and asked my "Are you ok son? Do you think you can handle this to the end?" "Yes I am fine dad. I can handle it. I love you dad", "Love you too son" he answered me and after cleaning, a jar with water and a roll of paper towels were placed in a little rolling table, every body went inside again. Luc asked me "Ready beautiful?" "Ready beautiful" I answered. I pressed "play", and the video continue.)
"I am so silly Cas. As you see I am tearing down just thinking that I wish to be there with you to console you when you watch this because I know you will be crying. Not sense at all, right? I just want you to know that I wish for you not never, ever, think you did not did all in your power and that your dad and my dad neither, to save my life because no body is able to do it Cas, just a God`s miracle and I do not think will happened. Not because I give up Cas, but because I know I will die. How do I know? Cas? Is something I can not explain. I just know. I forgive the man who hurt me Cas, have you? Do not let this issue, this question "why?", to became in between you and your personal relationship with God, because without God, we got nothing. I let you Andres, Andy and Steve. There are not better arms in this universe for them to be. I know you are all ready taking so good care of them and them just going crazy about you. I know how you are. I know how it is. I am crazy about you. I only regret that you never got the chance to married me. (Rob throw a long laugh meanwhile we were crying and laughing. Rob start to said to Luc too intimate things now on and I will not disclose all that. He talked for about ten more minutes and at the end he said) Cas, I made this out of love for you. If you are watching them, I know is because you have been going on and just think how happy I would be if I was with you right now. Cas, this is just few years. Never forget that we will be together for eternity. I love you Cas. I love you with every molecule, every atom of my body. I love you with my soul."

Luc and I hugged and cried for about ten minutes. Then Luc call his parents, uncle Robert and my parents. They came out and every body hugged, then Luc did something that have had blown my mind and my self. He asked me to run the video at the point were Rob was telling him and introducing me to him. They watched, then Luc stand up, took my hand and in front of his parents, placed my hand in both of their hands and said: "Mum and dad, I want to introduce you to my new little bro. Beautiful?, you got a new set of parents and we promise to love you until the day we die". His parents said, hugging me: "Yes we do son. Welcome to our family Andy". I was not able to pronounce a word. I just hugged them saying "I love you so much. Thank you". He did the same with uncle Robert. "Uncle?" Luc said to him, "I want to introduce you to the new little bro that your son, my best little bro and friend, were praying to God to give it to me because he knows he will not be here with me", (Luc broke down crying) "He is another son uncle". "Beautiful? he is another dad", "and I promise to love you until the day I die son. I am so proud of you and so blessed that my son have you as a friend. Blessed to have you in my life Andy", uncle Robert said hugging me. "I love you so much", I answered him. I was not able to speak at this point. I was, we both were crying openly. Luc moved with me to in front of my parents and  said: "Uncle and anti? My name is Lucas and I want to be your son big brother and your other son. I promise to love him and protect him for ever. Would you be my other parents?" My parents were tearing down and hugging Luc my dad just answered him: "Is our honor to have you as a son and we promise to love you until the day we die. We love you son. We are so proud of you Lucas". He broke down again and hugging my parents said:"Thank you. I love you both so much". Luc turned towards me, grabbed my face in between his hands and told me: "God send you to me and I was blind of pain and sadness. I am blessed because I have you in my life. I promise to love you for ever and never hurt you. You are one of the best things that have happened to me ever Andy". I was not able speak. I try and no sound came out. I just hugged him with my whole heart and soul.

We stayed out at the balcony and I was starting at Luc and he answered me: "Yes, lets order something to eat".  After eat we shared and took a shower. I am in bed and Luc pass out sleep all ready. We will watch the rest of the videos tomorrow, actually later today, because is 12:47AM.

Thanks to all for your prayers and support.

Love you all,

Andy