THANKS TO ALL (by Lucas)

Thanks to every one of you for your prayers.
Everything starts with me been dizzy, the vision on my left eye wasn`t the same and a tic on my left eye 24/7, all after the incident at the workout at sea.
A bad headache almost all the time and I told my dad which took me to the doctor immediately.
Uncle Robert recommended an MRI, which shows the little blood bag under the little metal plate.
The neurosurgeon recommended immediate surgery to remove the metal thing and take care of the little blood baggy.
Thanks God all went well. No therapy needed. Just take it easy and give time to my skull bone to weld. I`m totally bald because they shave my whole head. (not funny at all)

I personally think that God allows the incident at the water to happened in order for me to have an MRI done and shows what they found. I`m pretty grateful to God for all that happened and the way it did. That thing maybe would keep growing without no body knowing and I just drop dead and they will found out in my autopsy. No thanks. I`m pretty happy they find it now.

I will stay in USA for few weeks because I want to be close to my dad. As soon I became able to go back, I will. Meanwhile I will keep my studies online.

No dizziness, blurry vision or headaches. Thanks God I`m me again.

Thanks all for your concern, prayers, ecards, emails, phone calls. Love you all.

Kids? To do good this school year. Be careful out there. Allow no one to bully or abuse you. Tell some body.
Parents be on your kids. Hug them and tell them you love them.
Adults protect the kids.

Aaaaaaand,
Yes I know you are waiting for me to explain about me been Andy boy friend, right?
But that will be for the next post, because I really have to think and put my thoughts together before to explain something I really doesn`t understand fully yet. I do know I love him like I have never love some one, but there are lots of things that I can`t do and I think are part of a gay relationship. I can`t do lots of things that remember me the things that the person who hurt Ro, did to him. So, I think is a trauma I got and I don`t know how long will take for me to get over with, or if I will ever get over with. Is as simple as this: I can`t do certain things that have to be part of a sexual relationship with a partner, because even I know I am not some body like the person who hurt Ro, I just loose my erection, and I don`t think a partner will do nothing with a non erect penis. Don`t you think?
I know too, that is a difference between a sexual sick person and a gay person. The person who hurt Ro was a very sick and evil one.
I explain all this to Andy and he understood lots better than I ever thought he will. I told him too, that more than a full mouth kiss, will not be possible for me to do anything else, that if he accept a boyfriend like me, then is fine with me.
He told me that he don`t care to wait for a million years.
Then, with all this clear, YES!!!! I love Andy. He is my boyfriend and I love him.

UUFFF!!!

Love you all.

luc