MY THOUGHTS (BY LUCAS)

I`ve been receiving lots of phone calls, web cams and emails from lots of people, lots of friends.
Is not that I don`t want to post for the fact that I`m not allow to go public and show my face. Is for the fact, that I like to be friends of lots of so beautiful kids in the net that are so worth it, because I think they will make me a better person and they are my generation, even we doesn`t have the same sexual preference, which for me is not an issue, because we are suppose to interact as society.

I still do web cams with schools, churches and group of kids that Institutions request to my parents. Andy is been part of this now. But when I read about so beautiful kids, and have the desire to talk to them through web cam and I`m not allow for all the regulations, due to security I have to live with, then that really get to me.

Does not bother me at all that people think all this is a fake. Not at all. Bothers me the fact, that because traditions my family have carried for generations, I will have to disclose information that for safety reasons my parents doesn`t allow me to. I`m suppose to be proud of all those protocols, and lots of things I have to go through, just for the fact that without having a choice or been asking if I want to, I am part of it.

I want to go to ride the city bus just for fun, without calling attention because 3 guys have to go with me like my shadows. The same if I go to the movies with my friends. The same when I was going to my school, before became home schooled. The same if I want to go bowling, diving, riding my ATV, going jet skying, I doesn`t drive the USV Range Rover my grandparent give it to me as a present because I was able to save my school year, because for my age, I have to drive with an adult in the passenger site and I don`t want to. I`m waiting to became 16yo in order to be able to ride my USV with Andy in the passenger site, and if I have to have and scort for normal rules, they will have to follow me in another car, but NOT in mine. And is not I hate them, is that I`m tired of this, even I love them, because I know that they will give their lives to protect me if any situation just come to this point, that I pray God, never happened.

Then, this blog start about to tell Ro experience. Well, Ro is in heaven, and even I`m trying to keep his legacy alive, I honest to God, don`t know how or what to say no more. And is because I can`t talk about me, I love to, but because all I explain above, I have to disclose information I`m not allow to, for the ones desn`t know me personally or through web cam, after follow the regulations my parents have about me doing web cam, is not possible for me to let you all know more. So, I really doesn`t know what to do or to blog about.

I will try to come from time to time and let you know about my laptops project and so on, but no more.

But know that Andy will going on posting about whatever issue will help to keep kids safe.

Know this tho, that I love every one of you.

A hug and a kiss for every kid out there, from the deepest of my heart.

I will always love you all.

luc