Thursday, June 9, 2011

A WARRIOR. (by Lucas) Monday, September 27, 2010

I was rush to the hospital for my dad `bout 1:00PM.
I ask my dad to, please, tell my if rob passes away, my dad told me no, but that he will be on surgery soon and he ask to talk to me before.
My heart was just pounding all the way, it was the longer ride in my life. When we get to the hospital a nurse rush me to a room to wear special cloth, head cover and a mask. My parents and rob`s parents meet w/me before go inside the intensive care unit, my parents told me that he`s doing better but that i`ll fund him connect to a few machines, rob`s parents told me that they never going to find words to express to me how grateful they are to God for using me to help rob, they just made me cry, they`re so sweet, my dad give me a kiss and told me how proud he was to have a son like me, i love my dad w/my whole being.
When i get in the room, was impossible for my not to start to cry, i fund my little rob, connect to few machines, SO pale and vulnerable, i just stood there in shook, sobbing, and he just ask me "r u gonna give me a hug or what?", i just get close to him a hug my bro, felt so good, but then he told me "do you remember what you told me last week when i saw mi self in the bathroom mirror?", and i say, yes, he ask me to tell him what it was, and i answer him " i told you that if God is going to take you, is gonna be you fighting and me holding you", then he told me "so, is this the way you are holding me? crying, i have to ask you for a hug, i can see how down you are, like if i`m all ready dead, you haven`t give me that smile of you, one of the most beautiful i ever see in my life", i start to cry harder and he told me "`cas, look at me in the eyes" and i did, then he told me "`cas, i`m doing my part of the deal, i`m fighting, r u gonna do urs or what, r u gonna hold me?", OH MY GOD, i just hug that kid, just shaking out of love, and told him, yes ro, sorry, i get out of focus w/my part of the deal, and i smile to him, he just grab my face and we face each other `til our foreheads and noses touch, and he told me "i never had a doubt `bout you, i know you never will let me down, now u r holding me, thnxs, i love u w/my life `cas, i know ur been praying for me, i`ve be doing the same for u, i ask the surgeon that is a friend of my dad, to allow u to go inside the surgery room, `cuz i want u to hold my hand `til i pass out with the anesthesia, and he told me that is no problem, and i just was missing u and want to talk to u before the surgery, don`t u worry `cuz is a simple appendicitis and i`ll be done in `bout an hr. and i want to see you still holding me when i came out of anesthesia, i`ve been loosing few battles, but not the war, not yet, i`m a worrior, i`m still fighting, that`s what u told me, and know u r holding me, we are doing the human part. Now is His turn, let`s see the power of the mighty God working, `cuz i know He will not leave us alone. See u in an hr." and he pass out w/the anesthesia.
I went to a waiting room w/robs` parents and mine and i told them what rob`s told me and then rob`s dad, my dad and me were praying to God to be w/rob all the way. That was the longest 1hr. and 15mins. of my life, they call me as soon he was out of recuperation and `bout 30 mins later rob start to talk the none senses, that i learn is normal, and he just open his eyes and start to moan and cry `cuz the pain, i was holding his hand all the time and telling him that everything was ok, `bout 5:00PM he was really alert and just told me that he loves me and that he told me it won`t be the big deal, but, that if he knows it will be so painful he don`t allow the doctor to doit, and we just start to laugh, the nurse told him that was not a good idea to laugh too much `cuz it will be painful for him and he just try not to.
He`s still in intensive care, i don`t know for how long, but my dad told me that now will be very good good for him, that if the doctor don`t go for the surgery, he for sure would died.
I`m so happy and grateful that God`s been helping my bro to this point.
Rob just amaze me, he`s really a warrior, what a brave little bro i got.
"T", thnxs for ur support, we love u.
To every single kid and adult who have send an email and have pray for Robert. God bless every one of u.
All the glory goes to God, He is the Only One.
Rob is still fighting, but is alive.
I`ll post tomorrow, i will every day, i have to, is been too much kindness involve.
A hug to every kid out there.
Be safe. Pray. Trust God.
Hugs for every one.
Love u all,
Luc

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