I`m so sad that I can`t believe it.
I`m crying and mad for another lose.
Moon, a Doberman Pinscher, 11yrs. old, Ro`s favorite dog. My favorite dog. We play with him lots. It was a beast. Ro and I have to be alert when going out early in the mornings, cus he love to ambush us and just threw us on the ground and start kissing us. Some times we were in the pool and just heard a big splash, it was him, and just start chasing us. So intelligent. When Ro gets real sick, he still ambush us, but just throw me on the ground and then approach Ro, seat, and extend his leg to say hi to him, and stop being ruff with Ro. Amazing! The best companion you can imagine. The only dog allow to go with us to the beach and in the house. The one that will have give his life without thinking for any of us, specially Ro. The one who cried for two days when Ro pass. Pass away this morning. I`m just back from buried him.
God!, it was just a dog.
But I love him and didn`t know how much.
He stop eating when Ro pass and I ask to allow him to stay with me inside, then he start to eat from my hand. Andres and him were my companions after Ro pass. He is one of many that console me.
This is for a dog. I can`t imagine if something had happened to Andy yesterday. I don`t know the future or how far I can go, besides, God says that He won`t give us something so big, that we won`t be able to handle it, but I don`t know what I will do.
God, thanks for allow Moon to share his dog life with me.
I will love you for ever and will never forgotten you Moon.
luc
P.S. And God? This is for You: I hope, You won`t go in the mood like "Well, lets party with luc, to see which will be his breaking point", like You did with Job, in the Bible, cus I`m not Job, and take away from me another person as close as Ro was, cus with all respect and hoping I will not sin with this, but, You better take me with you right now.
Andy said: Oh Luc. Please??
Andy said: Is all for Luc today. Uncle Robert decided to give him a sedative and he will be sleeping basically until tomorrow. I will blog later today or tomorrow, to inform you all how everything happened. Thanks so much for the phone calls, emails and comments. 2:01 PM ET
Luc said: I`m blaming nothing on God. I`m just told Him what I got in my heart at that moment and is what I would like for Him to do, cus I don`t believe in taking my own life. I prefer that He takes me with Him, by His will, if I have to go through what I`m going through again. That is all I meant. I feel better. I`ll be fine. Moon just mean lots to me and is like, all the memories came all together, besides the episode with Andy yesterday that have been flying around my head. Happy is Moon and not Andy.
I remember Ro in a different perspective now, that is why I`m trying to keep the blog alive. I laugh more than cry. Just God knows how grateful I am to Him for give me Andres, Andy and Steve. Is like, "Ok, I need Ro up here, but I`m giving you 3 to take care of", well, thank you so much, cus without them I get lost, they are a BIG part of me.
Thanks to all for your support. I`m sad but ok.
Hugs,
luc
6:06PM ET
15 comments:
Oh Luc. I`m so sorry.
I`m sad too, but I hate to see you crying and sad, even knowing is part of our human nature.
I just think is enough of sadness for you.
Luc, I am so sorry to hear this. I wish there was something I could do to make it easier. Just know that I am and always will be here for you, whenever you need me. Love you.
Luc,
I am so sorry to hear this. I am also sad. Know that my heart goes out to you at this time. As always, I am here for you when you need me. God bless. Joe
Sorry Luc,
I feel for you mate, it was very sad for me also when I lost two of my dogs. They become part of you and it's hard to let go, and I hope the best times you had will outshine this sadness.
Hugs. Vic
Andy, Billy, Joe, Vic. Thanks guys.
Luc
Your ps is so worrying, where is your belief my friend, God creates life and he does not destroy what he has given us. Circumstances are the reasons that make daeth appear untimely and ugly, and God wouldn't make life possible without meaning. Don't blame God Luc, he gave you two precious lives to be your happiness. and those two lives got their share of happiness too. We don't think this when we lose someone because it leaves us short but, as you can see, God gave you the greatest gift in your life without any conditions how long they would last. You must celebrate those lives in your memory and not dwell upon how they were taken, the hours of happiness over rules the heartaches every time, trust me.
Luc, I'm here for you anytime you need some comfort talk.
Vic
I'm so sorry to hear that Moon has passed. I never had a dog, but I can sort of imagine how close you could get.
I'm really glad he waited for you to get back from Spain though. Hugs,
Pete
omg, im so sorry you lost moon
what a beatiful dog
if it wasnt for my dog ( duke) i wouldnt be here today, he saved my life many years ago, he was my only friend, when i was 9 and we did everything together,i was 27 when he died,and away with the army, i had him 19 years, i think about him all the time,
lucas,i believe my dog was sent from god and im sure moon was to, be sad , but honor and cherrish the time you had, as we both no, life is short, and anything can happen
Sorry to hear of Moon's passing Luc, Losing someone or something you love is never an easy journey.
But Luc, Vic is right. God does do anything to like that, to test his children. You mentioned Job, but let me remind you that he wasn't the one who killed Job's children and others things. But seriously Luc Don't blame god. he allows these things to happen but he didn't the one who did them.
My heart is with you, Luc
Love Steve,
Guys I'm so sorry to hear about Moon... Our cat "Batman" passed away the same day as Robert. The emotions of those losses has returned. I'm so sorry! I wish I could with you guys... words are not enough... I'm holding you guys in my big bear arms from san antonio (with tears flowing).
I Love You, & Pray God Fills Your Hearts With Peace.
db
Pete, Aussie, Steve, DB. Thanks guys.
Andy,
You are a brave kid and I guess I did get it wrong about God, easy done when I feared you would harm yourself and I couldn't sit here and do nothing. Have some rest, it's been a hard day and you need to clear your head.
Good night dear friend. Hugs
Vic
Thanks Vic. I won`t attempt against my own life ever again. Luc taught me to love God. This is one of the things I love him so much. I don`t want to leave him, he is too precious to me. I got lots of people to live for. I don`t blame him for his reaction yesterday, I try before and he loves me. I just choose wrong when I decide to leave the compound perimeter, that action trigger fear out of love in him. I should know better. But won`t happen again thought. Good night.
Hi luc and andy;
I know you are hurting, and there is no help for that. It's a crazy thing how we allow these four-legged friends into our hearts, and it hurts so much when they leave us.
I am involved with a local stray rescue organization. I see cats and dogs that don't have someone to love them....it's the saddest thing. So, your pups lived a life of love, and that is a life worthy of joy even in your sadness. Be thankful for the time you had and the wonderful addition your pet made to everyone's life.
My heart aches for you....
-randy (wordsthateffect.blogspot.com)
Thanks so much Randy. And thanks for what you are doing. We love animals.
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