NOW THEY GOT IT! (by Andy)

I have no more tears to share and he is not dead.
I don`t want him to see me cry, but he knows.
I saw him going throw with Rob and now out of the blue, this. My heart is pulverize.
I don`t want my emotions to take over, but they did.
I am so afraid, but no more.
One thing is for me to say I trust God and another to do it when situations comes to you, but I trust.
Rob was the sweetest, most loving kid. When he pass, my heart stop. He introduce me to Luc, but I was so afraid, not because him, but because me, but Luc work it out, and I know then that I wasn`t to be alone no more, that I fund a friend on him, I never in my wildest dreams thought it will be so deep and I thank God for him.

The doctors find the right medicine and is working so good all ready. The fluid stop filling his lung. That is what shows the last scan and blood test. I am so grateful to God and happy now. It was a nightmare.
Luc is sleeping and I am just seating here by the bed watching him sleep.
He knows I am here. He squeeze my hand frequently. He is so beautiful.

Uncle Robert and Andres, Steve and his mum and my parents arrive an hour ago.
So happy to see them. So happy to hug my dad. I just can`t control my tears and start. He hug me so tight and told me how proud he and mum are of me. Felt good and warmth.
I lift Andres for him to be able to reach Luc and give him a so tender kiss, Steve as well. He didn`t even open his eyes, which was so good, I want him to rest. I want to post that pic and lots more so bad. I am understanding Luc more now that I start blogging. Is very frustrating not to be able to. They check in a nice hotel close to the hospital.

Andres took my hand and pull me out of the room, then when in the hall way, stood in front of me and start at me stright in my eyes, I just pull him towards me and lift him, he hug me so tight and start sobbing, I told him "hey, hey buddy, are you ok?", he said "I just was missing you and Luc, Is he ok?", I answered him "he is not ok yet but will be, he is feeling lots better and when he see you tomorrow, he will so happy, he and me were missing you and Steve big time, the doctor find the right medicine for him, don`t worry, he will not die, promise". He kiss me and we went inside.

A hug to every kid out there.
Thanks for your prayers. See you tomorrow.
Love you all.

Andy