When i saw my mum and dad faces last night was just awesome, i know i was safe but i was asking for cas and they explain to me.
When i get home there were a lot of kids from my old school and church, it was a surprise, i talk to them later but my heart was looking for cas, i ask my dad and he told me andy was looking for him at the beach and then i heard him and my heart stops, i can`t describe the joy when we see each others face, God it was just a week that looks to me years, my heart was hungry for him and we went into a hug that just he and me knows. I felt my whole world in order and a new meaning to be alive for, cas love for me is just one of them, even his love is just enough for me to live for.
I feel so rest inside and still coming back but so happy.
I know i will go through dark valleys but i`m afraid no more, there is something call LOVE that is GOD it self and is unstoppable, no body can against, there is no evil is not able to overcome.
Love is freedom and God promise to the human race. Is for free and doesn`t cost a penny. Just ask Him and you will have it.
I don`t know bout my future, but is in God`s hands and there are no better hands.
Is hard to cope and there are a lot of issues to deal with cuz the wrong choice a human being did to hurt me.
I want to invite all the kids around the planet to take my hand and walk along with me, lets help each others and show the world how bad is to be hurt, we`re expecting to be care of, to be love, to have education, not to be bullyed or reject it for our race, sexual orientation or religion, be accept it, hug and kissed, feed properly, not to be use as sex slaves, not to be hatred or mistreated, WE DON`T WANT TO BE HURT NO MORE.
Chins up kids, let no body to abuse us no more, lets stand by our self and say STOP!!!!
STOP HURTING US!!!!
Lets walk trough life, achive, conquer, grow, be examples, give a smile, a hug, a word of encouragement, a kiss, put a hand to other shoulder, to say thnxs, your welcome, i love you, i miss you and over all to ask God the be with us, that never take His Grace and Mercy of us and our families ever. Never forget to pray cuz He listen, promise with my heart.
I have my heart in my hands offering it to you all, please take it, help me don`t leave me, i`m not able to doit by my self, i need you more than you need me, more than you can ever think.
God is holding one of my hands, cas the other one, and there is help and hope out there, just some times take a while to find it, but you don`t give up, never give up, i won`t.
Hope they find the antidepressant for me, still testing.
My mum looks so beautiful and gaining weight, so happy to see her around again taken care of.
Love you all.
Thanks for all the calls, emails, ecards and for take care of cas.
Kids be safe out there.
Parents love your kids the right way.
A hug and kiss for every kid that have been abuse out there, please be careful.
Have to go back to bed.
Love you all,
rob
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