I know you but ask my self this question hundred of times.
This blog is suppose to be about what im going through due to the act of violence a sick human being commit against me, and use this for the purpose to open the eyes of kids, their parents and adults, hoping they will take care and doesn`t go through the same or worst; but i have to mention you, i want they to know you, to learn how good is to have a real friend and how much that helps to recover.
My mum is in the hospital again because her leukemia, there is nothing medicine can do, they have try everything and they didn`t know how to tell me that my mum won`t be with me no more, that she won`t last me for more than 2 years. The life is out of me. I don`t know how, i don`t know if i`ll be, i`m just full of whys and hows, going through a recuperation process from a viral meningitis that i pass to cas last week and being grateful at the same time, it wasn`t a bacterial infection because is the worst. Im feeling better, just headaches and a lot of rest, and now this.
I sense something was wrong and i know it at the moment cas know it. Last night when he came back from a chat with his dad, at the same moment i saw him walking in the bedroom, just for the way he was walking, i all ready know that it was her and it was bad. I ask him and there were just tears he wasn`t able to hold, i know how desperate he was for hold them back, but is not possible for a human so young and that loves you so much to doit. He told me that he will tell me, but that he wants me to know first, that he will be there for me for ever no matter what, that God is on our side and that he wants to pray with me first because is what we always do before to confront any situation. He ask our Creator for strength, comfort, wisdom and thank Him for a lot of things we usually have for granted, and then he told me all about. I`m inside me in a state of denial, but all ready accept it, because cas is right, we have God on our side, we have our families and friends, and i have you cas, you are what God says a friend should be, you are my friend Lucas.
In the Bible, in the book of 1 Corinthians (in the New Testament), the Chapter 13 is a description of what love is. I want to invite you to read it, but i want to share with you my favorites verses of that chapter:
4.- Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
5.- does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;
6.- does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;
7.- bears all things, believes all things, hope all things, endures all things.
8.- (first phrase) Love never fails.
and the last one in the chapter
13.- And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
The Book of Proverbs is one I recommend to every one, specially the young ones.
There are 2 verses i like. One is in Chapter 17, the verse 17.
17.- A friend loves at all times,
And a brother is born for adversity.
(but i like a more the translation from Spanish of the last phrase)
But is like a brother for anguish time.
The other in Chapter 18 and verse 24.
24.- A man who has friends must himself be friendly,
But there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.
I`m scare and sad, but i`m a fighter with a friend at my side, loving me, hugging me, holding me to the end. He made my war his war, he made my struggle his, my tears, suffering, anguish, sadness, nightmares, anxiety, depression, fears, happiness and laughs.
Over all, i`m sure God is on our side.
I know it will be hard, i know. I just have faith i will be through and ok.
I`m going to keep living, trying to save still my school year, getting healthier, keep growing and confident i won`t be alone when the time comes.
I`ll never get tired to thanks God for you.
I`ll never get tired to say i got a brother.
I`ll never get tired to say to the world that i`m so bless because you are my friend Lucas Horneck.
I`ll never get tired to say how much i love you.
I`m yours cas........thanks for be my friend.
I wish that every human being find at least one friend in their life time in this earth.
I have the right as a kid to ask the world to treat us with love, respect, tolerance and acceptance.
We have to our voices to be heard kids.
Lets stand up together, like one, holding hands with love as one, no matter races, skin color, sexual orientations or religion, and say to the world, that we demand from them to treat us with love, that we are tired to others bullying us, that we are tired to others using us as sex slaves, that we are tired to be treated as garbage, that we want to other kids to understand and stop the bullying. You have no right to do it.
Lets try to spread love and no hate and intolerance.
This is the only planet we live in, lets share it in love.
And adults, think what you all are doing, because we are the next generation.
Kids be safe and tell some body if your been abuse.
A hug for every one out there, specially any kid that have been abuse or hurt.
I love you all.
From my heart to yours,
rob
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