I look up to the top and i can`t see it, is cover with clouds.
The weather change suddenly and is hard go keep climbing.
I`m shivering, hungry, tired. Some times soak because storms and high winds.
Thunderstorms that scares me, specially lightings.
I`m scare of avalanches too. I`ve been lucky couple of times and praying the next one doesn`t hit me and kill me.
Or at least, if hit me, doesn`t kill me.
My back pack is too heavy.
I`ve been trying to leave extra weight i don`t need, but i can`t leave behind no more, what i got left i will need it.
The one who dry my tears is gone for ever and i was thinking to give up trying to conquer this mountain. I just stop climbing, unable to go up or down.
Then i saw two men and a boy climbing behind me, he was so tired and bet up for the weather that i don`t know how is was able to go on, but i saw that the other man was carrying his backpack and was offering his shoulder to help him go on.
The man grab my backpack, pass it to the boy and told him "take care of him son", and i remember, the boy is my friend, i get so lost and tired in that mountain, that my thoughts get all confuse. The boy just lift me, pass my arm around his shoulder, hold me by my wrist and told me "i`ve been getting crazy looking for you, how you leave by your self and din`t wait for me?, let`s go, don`t you give up on my now, we got a camp ahead and i will dry you up, change this wet clothes and feed you with a nice hot soup"
When we get to the cabin, there were a bunch of the most awesome people. They were so happy to see us safe again, and they all start helping around in all they can. My dad and I get dry clothes, hot soup, warm beds, a lot of emails, phone calls, cards, support, a lot of prayers, a lot of hugs, loving care, even for persons we never have meet before.
We have no words for you all.
Our hearts are so small for what we want to give you back. We can`t, cus what you all been doing is priceless. No human is able to pay love. We just can love you back.
The boy is with me all the time. Loving me. That is what God send to help me out through all this.
I love you cas. You have never turn your back on me and i know you will be there for me always.
You know what cas? With you holding me, I am getting ready to keep climbing.
We are still in the cabin, resting and getting our strength back.
We will keep climbing and we will conquer. We will.
I have to wait to heal few wounds i get in the storm, cus was wet and i fall down hard; but they are healing well.
I don`t know how long the process is gonna take, but i`m waiting to get ready and conquer the mountain.
Kids, don`t allow no body to abuse you. NO BODY!!!!!
Tell some body.
Take care out there kids.
A hug and a kiss for every kid out there, specially the ones that have been abused.
I love you all.
rob
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