This is too much for me. I`m just crying and don`t know how long will take me, but i promise rob i`ll hold him.
Rob send this letter to the wife of the guy who rape him, for her to read it to him next time she went on visitation. She never have visit him and theyr`re divorce all ready, but she told rob that she`ll doit for him.
Rob`s parents came to my home, that is next door, and my parents call me downstairs `cus they want to talk to me, my parents told me that rob send me a post and what was about and they want to be sure if i`m gonna be able to handle it, i thought about it for few mins. and told them that i will, but that i wasn`t sure how long will take me.
They`re still downstairs meanwhile i`m typing and i`m just speechless about this one, is too big for me.
"mr.x
Don`t be surprise, because don`t forget u were my sunday school teacher, i`m just practicing the lessons i learn through you from the bible.
I never will know the why, but, if i never do this, i`ll never will heal, and i promise to your son, that was my best friend (remember?), that i will doit, but i didn`t know when at that point on time.
You`re good, you fool every one, no body saw this one coming, and i know that you were posses for pure evil that night.
But, you always told us, that God will always forgive us, but we`ll going to live with the consequences of our sins, that is what your doing right now, deal with it.
You destroy your self, your family, your older son, that was my best friend and try to destroy me and my family, but were unsucsecfull, `cuz we are still together as a family and i`m still alive.
I`m just so sorry for my friend Paul, that was your older son.
I want to tell you that i forgive you for what you did to me that night, and that i hope, you go to God, looking for forgiveness in order for Him to save your soul and you can see your son again.
I want no answer from you, i just want for you to know that you are forgive.
God had mercy on you Mr.x.
Robert X."
I have no words for this one.
I thought i know rob well, but, i`m realizing now, that i didn`t. I don`t know what this kid is made of, i never saw a heart SO BIG in my life; but i know something, that i love him a lot much more now. I`m older than rob for a year, but is clear i`m not the teacher.
Omg, ro.......... i feel so little rit now, ur compassion and love are overpowering. I have to learn so much from you.
I love u w/my life ro, i really do.
Kids, just learn......just learn.
Love u all.
Luc
P.S. 6/9/2011 This have been for me, the most powerful act of love, I saw from Ro. I just miss you Ro.
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